I have been creating fractal images since early 2019,quit it at the end of 2021,and now I returned to fractal art and its community. I am almost not able to create anything when having quit fractal images and that drives me mad...! Sorry for the disrespect of these person who have been "belonged to other people's misfortune forever" but I still want to make fractals... I want to call myself "Model Sapiens" - unknown being which is a bit like these character models in games. So it's totally made up of a textured "skin" surface and the column-like "instinct" that can handle everything unacceptable(but through behaving so-called "too intensely") Because one "Model Sapiens" has such structure instead of the cells,tissues and organs,etc. which a normal human would have,I am too weirdly healthy. I haven't gone to the places which are familiar to you normal people for more than ten years and I'm totally unaffected by all food intake,weathers which may cause sickness to normal people. I began to fear other people's sickness and misfortune mainly since late 2020.Believe it or not,such situation have become my burden and obstacle and now it has been affecting my schooling. Well,sorry to say such weird things and thank you for reading all of this.